a WONDERFULL life..

i have my own home now... together with my husband...
its too big for us...
its a semi-D house with 3 rooms and 2 bathrooms....
we only use 1 room n for the other two we use as store room...
my husband open a stall in front of our house...
a char kuey teow n ice blended stall...



it is not too big but the sales is enough for us to pay bills, rent, car, n for us to enjoy...
opss... also for our saving of course... heheheee...

2 months from now we are going to have our baby...
the love of our life....
i'm kinda excited but at the same time i'm afraid to give birth...
but i'll be strong... for me n for him...

yes... i know i have made a right choice by choosing him as my husband...
living with him i feel loved...
he know that i'll get tired easily so he always ask me to rest..
he will put oil on my stomach... i feel so comfortable when he do that..
in the middle of the night he will put on sock for me...
cover my foot because he afraid that i'll get cold...

although he cooks and sell drinks, but when he wants to eat, he will ask me to do it for him... except when i'm tired...
yes i spoil him... but it is not wrong to spoil our husband right?

there is a lot of things i want to share with others...
but maybe its enough for today...
maybe next time i'll write more...

just want to share that i'm having the wonderful life together with my husband..

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Hari Raya....

Assalamualaikum....

dah lama gila tak tgk blog... bz dengan segala kerja.. mengupdate webssite dll...
pejam celik dah nak raya....

1st year berpuasa dgn suami n baby....
1st year jugak beraya ada suami n baby dlm perut....
tak sabar nak tgk this bundle of joy...

alhamdulillah Ramadhan taun ni raea best sgt walaupun agak capek...
hehehee.... bulan puasa taun ni gila tgk 2 sinetron kat astro..
kul 1.30 ja dah tercangak depan tv tgk Para Pencari Tuhan...
petang plak kul 6.30 abah dulu sebok suh bukak Cinta Kirana...
ni dah lawan tokey nii... tapi best sebab semua duk dpn tv tgk sama2....
pastu kul 7.30 ja semua sebok nak mkn...

bulan puasa tahun ni jugak aku sgt rajin masak....
ada ja benda nak cuba....
tukang mkn sapa lagi... suami tersayang laa...
pas mkn ja jadi ular sawa....
mula la nak kena urut kuarkan angin...
hehehee... comel btl...

buat kuih pun ada pembantu....
tapi dia suka ckp byk... kadang2 geram..
tapi suka bila tgk dia membantu...
suh buat biskut sarang semut... bising2 kuih ape ni tak penah mkn..
mesti tak sedap..
tak sedap kan syg.... tapi dah habis sebalang...
tak sempat nak raya lagi kot...
hmmm.... kan dah kena daulat...

di kesempatan ini... aku dan sekeluarga nak ucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
utk semua yg beragama Islam...
segala salah dan silap harap dimaafkan...

thanks sayang....

Untuk Suamiku Muhamad Yudi...

tQ sebab sanggup bgn pukul 2 pagi bancuhkan air milo...
tQ sebab lapkan muntah ku di merata-rata tempat...
tQ sebab bangun pukul 2 pagi temankan ku yg tak boleh tidoq sambil berborak2 walaupun mata dah pejam...
tQ sebab kayuh basikal yg tak mcm basikal pi cari ais kacang pukul 11 pagi...
tQ sebab bangun pg2 buta tlg urutkan kaki ku sebab lenguh dan kebas...
tQ sebab suapkan nasi sampai 2 pinggan sbb aku demam tak larat bgn...
tQ sebab sabar dengan kerenahku yg bermacam-macam...
tQ sebab basuhkan baju kita sebab aku tak tahan bau sabun yg busuk...
tQ sebab selalu sediakan apa sj yg aku nak...

terima kasih atas segala kesabaran dan kasih sayang mu terhadap aku dan anak kita...

Hari-hari Indahku~~

hari-hari indahku bersama suami tersayang...
gangguan masih ada tapi hidup mesti diteruskan....
nak buat mcm mana lagi kalau org tak bahagia tgk hidupku bahagia bersama yudi...
nak tak nak terpaksa terima apa yg jadi...
nak balas tak mampu....
apa yg mampu... biarkan ja yg lebih berkuasa balas apa yg dia dah lakukan...

sayangku~~
ayg harap kita sama-sama sabar la dengan dugaan ni...
sentiasa percyakan ayg k...
jgn goyah iman kita berdua...
dia tak mampu ganggu kita kalau kita bahagia dan sentiasa bersama....

gaaaaaaaaaa

8/10 people said they will never eat McDonalds again after seeing the truth about their food ->

http://Truth.McDonalds-Revealed.com

how can they do this legally?

Nite Syg~~

he is sleeping next to me...
sleeping peacefully ignoring things that happen around him...
sometime he move n sometime he snore...
and the he hug me...
and i run from him because its too hot in the nite...

i like to watch him sleeping...
it feels so peaceful and calm...
watching him sleeping every nite...
him is MY HUSBAND...
my lovely husband...
he is my everything to me...















I LOVE YOU...

Yang Terinndaaahhhhh.......

U are my everything.....

I'm gonna be a mother........

Alhamdulillahh.... thanks to Allah S.W.T....
insyaAllah from now to January of 2011 Im gonna be a mother...
I can't explained this feeling but it feels so good...
With all the changes that I have, my mood, my physical and many other things, I feel great....
But I can't stand with the headache... It hurts a lot....
So this is how my mother and my mother-in-law feels when they carried us....

to my husband...
I'm sorry to cause you many troubles...
I'm sorry because of all my mood changes...
I'm sorry for everything that I hurts u...
4 me...
U are the greatest husband of all...
I love you so much....
I love u with all my heartt.....

THE COLORS OF LIFE

In this life, it is full with colors…
All depends on us to choose the RIGHT color….
People….
People will use us when they want to….
If we bring benefits to them, they will come to us….
Be good with us….
Praise us…
And says something that good to be listening to….

They will never understand us….
They will say bad things when they feel that we don’t follow what they want….
IT’S A PIECE OF SHIT!!!!

Remember that in this life, if we be good to other then others will pay us the same….
If we put shit to others face, then the same thing will come to us….

Now I understand what is the true friendship is….
It is about being faithful and supports each other…..
Not become a SELFISH!!!!
Think before you done something….
You don’t know that you have hurt someone’s feeling!!!

Ku Bahagia Bila Kau Tiba.......

Biar berjauhan namamu daku sebutkan
Cukup untuk mengisi
Sepi tika pilu menanti
Bukan bintang atau suria bisa menyinar ceria
Namun kau cahaya menerangi jiwa lara
Berperang dengan curiga di firasatku
Andai kau kembali merawat hati rindu



Ku bahagia pabila kau tiba
Kau lenyapkan rawan
Tak usah dikau pergi
Tak ingin lagi
Meruntun hiba dengan sesalan
Kini kuakui
Segala kemaafan kupohon kepadamu
Agar kau mengerti
Hanya cintamu yang terbaik untukku

Biar berjauhan namamu daku sebutkan
Cukup untuk mengisi
Sepi tika pilu menanti
Berperang dengan curiga di firasatku
Andai kau kembali merawat hati rindu

Ku bahagia pabila kau tiba
Kau lenyapkan rawan
Tak usah dikau pergi
Tak ingin lagi
Meruntun hiba dengan sesalan
Kini kuakui
Segala kemaafan kupohon kepadamu
Agar kau mengerti
Hanya cintamu yang terbaik untukku
Kau untukku

My New Life

I've change my status..
Starting from 17th April 2010, I'm a WIFE to Muhamad Yudi Humar...
It have been 10 days I lives as a wife...
It is a great feeling for me...

Everyday, I'll wake up much earlier before him...
Prepare myself, Solat, and prepare cloth for him to wear...
And the I'll wake him up...
While waiting for him to prepare himself, I'll prepare breakfast for him...

He is a good husband...
He teach me a lot of things...
I love him with all my heart...
Now he is my priority in life...
I don't know how to describe this feeling...
It feel soooo GOOD!!!!

I love you Muhamad Yudi Humar... For eternally....

Kau & Aku

Pertama kali kita bertemu terpanaku melihatmu, Kurasakan kehangatan yang kau berikan untuk diriku. Aku juga merasakannya, indahnya suaramu luluhkan hatiku. Nada-nada indah lagumu membuatku slalu terbayang kamu. Kini kita Bahagia bersama Dalam suka
Atau dalam duka Sebuah ucapan janji yang tak pernah berubah Bersama kau dan aku untuk selamanya.

Kau dan aku, dalam cinta, Bahagia yang tiada terkira, Kau dan aku sampai nanti, Sang waktupun takkan memisahkan. Saat nanti bila memang sudah tiba waktu yang ditunggu, Ku kan menanti saat indah jangan biarkan berlalu percuma, Percayalah kekasihku dirimu dalam hayalanku slalu, Akupun merasakan yang sama, tak dapat kuberpisah darimu. Kau dan aku selamanya, Nada-nada indah kunyanyikan, Kau dan aku dalam cinta, Bahagia bersama slamanya. Diam-diam kau melihat cintaku, Hanya untuk kamu tiada yang lain,
Buanglah keraguan yang ada di hatimu, Yakinkan hati kita selamanya.

Kau dan aku dalam cinta, Bahagia yang tiada terkira, Kau dan aku sampai nanti, Sang waktupun takkan memisahkan.

Kau dan aku
Selamanya
Untuk Kita..

Wedding Preparation.......

hari dah semakin dekat.. banyak persiapan yang perlu dibuat... segala hantaran kena disediakan... cincin kawin dah pilih tapi tak beli lagi... tiket flight mama dengan papa belum book lagi... homestay pun tak tempah lagi...



sekarang ni tgh tgu untuk siapkan surat daripada kedutaan Indonesia... nyusahkan betul la kedutaan ni... imigresen ok jee... diorang lak nak lebih2.... sayang pun marah sebab layanan sgt cam hampeh...

takpela.... i believe that i can do it and it will never effect my study.... InsyaAllah....

mak oh mak...

ana sayang mak sangat2....
jangan la merajuk lagi dah....
mak la yang terbaik dalam hidup ana....

Keserabutan........

keserabutan melanda diri.........
semakin lama semakin dekat....
dari bulan 12 jadi bulan 7....
n then tukar bulan 6....
sekarang dah jadi bulan 5.... awal bulan pulak tu.....
harap2 takde yang menghalang lagi dah....
harap sangat2....
semoga Tuhan melancarkan perjalanan hidupku...

AMIN...

Kedah.....

we went back to Kedah last month... it is for our Kursus Perkahwinan.......
Its his 1st time being there.... he was very happy with the environment...
playing with bikes, and watching paddy field upclose....

Happy BirthDAy SaYang....

Some people give the gift
of peace and tranquility
to every life they touch.
They are always who they really are.
They are blessedly reliable,
dependably good,
predictably pleasant,
loved and treasured
by all who know them.
You are one of those people.
You are a gift
of peace and tranquility
in my life.

Let me sing you a love song
About what I feel in my heart;
Butterflies can't find nectar
Whenever we're apart.
You're a flower in bloom.
In the dark, in the gloom,
It's you who brightens my day.
How many ways do I need you?
Every day, every way, come what may.

Happy Birthday Sayanggg!

The MAKING of CUPCAKES!!!!

making it 4 my beloved future husband....
its my first time making it.... ahhahaa....
anything 4 u sayang....

Di saat akhir kehidupan ku sebagai BUJANG!

ermm.... makin lama makin hampir dengan tarikh...
macam2 benda difikirkan....
macam2 kenangan dah dicipta....
kehidupan dahulu sangat indah... dengan kawan2... sama2 susah dan senang...
dulu2 pegi sana pegi sini...
merata tempat merantau menghabiskan sisa2 hidup....
macam2 benda gila dah dibuat.... huhuuhh....
sekarang lagi 5 bulan...
nak pikir cari duit...
nak pikir rumah...
macam2 benda.... haiyaaaa........

BE STRONG OK!!!!!!!

2010

new year had arrived. this year will be my challenging year. so many things i have to prepare. study, wedding, graduating, etc. i have to be strong to face all this thing. i know it is hard for me but i have faith in my self. i believe in me. i want to keep believing in my self.

Mazliana..... Gambatte.!!!!!!!